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Wednesday

EC Update, Weds 1/14 pm

We were told that the minimum stay at the hospital was 5 days and that we should plan on 5 to 7, sometimes 10 days.

EC was admitted Monday 5 pm.

She was told today that she will be discharged tomorrow evening. She is doing VERY well – responding to the adjustments in medication extremely well – there had been side effects from receiving too much of both meds. They cut her dose of one to about 1/6th, the other to about ¼ of what she’d been receiving. The meds had been helping, but the help was being sabotaged by the side effects. I theorize that the bioidentical progesterone therapy was actually working, but it was being covered up by these side effects. Now that the dosing has been adjusted, it is evident that the progesterone therapy and thyroid therapy is working well.

Behaviorally the Dr. said she needs to eat three normal meals a day plus 3 Ensure protein drinks plus a couple Gatorades daily to rebuild her strength and stamina and she should be OK. And she’s been getting coaching about how to respond to stressors in ways other than allowing anxiety to rule her life.

She sounded so happy on the phone today.

Tuesday

Tuesday, Jan 13


This is an update for those who have expressed concern about ElenaClaire. Yesterday she was admitted to Kingwood Pines Hospital. We expect that she will be there for 5-10 days. We have great confidence that this was the right step and our anticipation is that she will begin an accelerated move towards greater health. I'll keep you updated as there is news to report.

Thursday

A Confession for Christmas Eve

Lord Jesus,
This most holy of nights brings me
Gladness,
Grief,
and Joy.

Gladness,
Because you left the splendor of Heaven’s glory
To come to a dark and cold world,
To bring the light and warmth of your Kingdom
To a world so in need of
Your Love,
Your Peace,
Your Joy.

Grief,
Because you came into the world,
Yet the world did not receive You.
You came to Your own,
And your own did not welcome you.
And still today, people turn away from you.
I turn away from you.
Sin still scars your creation
And the hearts of your own people.

and Joy,
Because you offer perfect forgiveness and full cleansing to all who acknowledge their need of you.
Cleanse my heart tonight, Lord Jesus,
so that I may welcome you as I long to,
certain that I am also welcomed by You.

Amen.

© R Lindholtz 2008

Tuesday

Tuesday 12-16

This is a verse of "O Come, O Come Emmanuel" written for a complement to a service with an emphasis on Christ as Light of the World:

O Come now, light for all humankind
and over all your people shine.
in every dark and lonely place
we long to see your radiant face.
Come light of life
into our days
and show us your ama-zing grace.

words by Rick Lindholtz and Susan Senechal

McCartney's latest - listen online

Paul McCartney as "Fireman"
If you are invested at all in the stock market, either directly in stocks, or in mutual funds, or via a 401(k) or a pension; and if you have paid any attention to the ups and downs of the stock market in the last couple months; then this may be of interest.

Stock market volatility is the extent to which prices go up or down from day to day. Using the S&P 500 as a market index, and using a 4% price change in a single day as a big move, just how volatile is the recent market activity?

Over the past 60 years there have only been 68 days in which the market has moved up or down by 4% or more, A 60-year average of slightly more than once per year. However.....
Of those 68 days, 28 days have ocurred since September, 2008. In other words, until just recently we averaged about 7 of those days per decade; far less than once a year. But in the last couple months we've been getting bumped up or down at a rate of about once every 2-3 days.

That's why it seems like the markets are so shakey. They are.

Tuesday Morning Update

The physician who saw EC yesterday reviewed the blood tests which show what we both hoped and suspected. There is an imbalance in her bloodwork of at least two items - one of which is only 5% of normal levels. This absence in the bloodwork can cause almost every symptom from which EC has been suffering. This is good news because this can be corrected, and this Dr. has had good success with treating patients who present with these symptoms. We've started the new medications which are naturally derived and not synthetic; and have been told that over the next 2-3 weeks we might expect to see considerable improvement.

EC ate pretty well yesterday and kept everything down, I think, and slept fairly well last night with only a couple minor wakeups that were easily resolved.

This morning one of her two instructors with as-yet-unfinished work said that he would give EC her present grade pre-final, even though she cannot finish the final. Her current grade is an A.

baby steps out of the woods continue...

Sunday

Sunday Night Update

We are seeing improvement on most levels. It is incremental improvement, aka baby steps.

-EC is receiving more nutrition which is a result of improved control over nausea and a fair amount of time and energy just helping her by distracting her when feelings of impending nausea have heretofore caused anxiety, which caused more feelings of nausea, and more anxiety etc. on and on. She is, it can probably be said accurately, eating two very light meals a day. Doesn’t sound like much for a girl in her condition but taken in context of what her health has been like for the last month or two it is a dramatic turnaround.

-We feel she is in a better position in regard to panic/anxiety attacks, both in frequency, severity, and duration… all diminishing.

-She is getting less interruptions in her sleep, but is still not able to be left alone at night, so one or the other of us is with her every night. (We have seen what we consider manifestations that we consider are evidence of a spiritual warfare dimension to all this and invite you to pray against the enemy of our souls.)

-She is still not eating enough (as noted above); still have feelings of nausea and still having anxiety attacks, and probably one of her biggest complaints is that she feels weak and tired too much. Some of the tiredness is probably the result of the combined sedative side effects of several medications.

-She is beginning to anticipate good things for her future such as working for some friends in a low-stress job as they prepare to open their restaurant; and further down the road, going to North Park.

-She has terminated her employment with Randalls (Safeway) Pharmacy, which removes a major source of stress, and they have made it clear that they adore her and that the door is open anytime she wants to return to work.

-She has finished all assignments for 1 of her 3 classes at Lone Star College-Kingwood, and for the other 2, a letter from her and from her Dr. have been delivered and the resulting options are: a) take whatever grade would be represented by her acquired grade so far as reduced by not taking the final; or b) an “Incomplete agreement” according to which she must take the final between now and June 1st, or else accept an F for the class. So when we know what her grade would be according to the first option, we/she will be able to make a decision on whether or not to accept that or to enter the second option.

-She has appointments Monday with the medical Dr. to get the blood test results; and with her counselor, which we will attend with her. She needs to make a follow up appt with the Psychiatrist who is adjusting the psychotropic meds for further evaluation.

Friday

You can't have been raised in California in the 60s and not love the Beach Boys. Especially the tunes that predominantly feature the sunwashed vocals of the Wilson Brothers. (I have never been fond of the guy who currently fronts the touring version of the band - cousin of the Wilsons.)

Brian's story is inspiring. The guy survived against all odds and is still making sweet music. John Fischer wrote a very good article about him, found here.

Here's a video of Brian doing a number from his new CD, "That Lucky Old Sun". He's still got it. Even if it's just nostalgia music, he's still got it.

Thursday

Thursday

• How's EC? It has been a very long week of caring for her. Prayers were answered in the securing of 2 medical appointments on Monday. Medications are being adjusted as are doses. A blood test has been taken and we are awaiting results. We invite you to pray Romans 15:13 for her in specific, and for all of us.


A birth Announcement from Hawaii, 1961

• Dr. Barb Orlowski has posted her thesis online - about church exiters - people who have left the church because of spiritual abuse. Worthwhile reading for church leaders.

Saturday

Saturday

This is a shout out to the occasional readers of this blog asking for your prayers for ElenaClaire, who is facing profoundly challenging health complications with both physical and emotional manifestations. It is a very, very serious situation and we need wisdom. Pray specifically that she can receive nutrition, rest, and that we can get to medical professionals early on Monday. Read Romans 15:13 and let that also direct your prayers:

May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Wednesday

Wednesday before Thanksgiving

Tuesday at 5:50, ElenaClaire was found collapsed on the floor of the rest room at the Pharmacy where she worked. She was taken by ambulance to the ER on a stabilizer board. She was released late last night.

Her Dx as of last Saturday is Clinical Depression and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. This manifests itself in acute panic/anxiety attacks with nausea leading to vomiting. This has been going on longer than I have been aware, leaving her in a weakened and dehydrated condition.
She had an attack at work and went to the ladies' room feeling nauseous and was found there on the floor a few minutes later.

She was discharged last night after a full check-over and they added an anti-nausea to her anti-depressent and anti-anxiety meds.

Monday

The most hopeful news I've seen in 10 years

Two common cancer drugs have been shown to both prevent and reverse type 1 diabetes in a mouse model of the disease, according to research conducted at the University of California, San Francisco. The drugs – imatinib (marketed as Gleevec) and sunitinib (marketed as Sutent) – were found to put type 1 diabetes into remission in 80 percent of the test mice and work permanently in 80 percent of those that go into remission.

Monday 11/17


Pictures from the Tea Fire in Montecito - from my friend Bill Groeneveld. This is outside the Westmont College Post Office. How does someone get a picture like this?


Saturday

Fire in Montecito


I've been watching the news from Montecito and Westmont College with sadness.


I started at Westmont in September of 1977, about 3 weeks after a terrible fire. The first weekend I was in town students went out to help dig out houses that were totally lost. Shoveling a family's posessions that were now nothing but ash.


You know how sometimes a page burns, but if it hasn't been crumbled, you can still read the ink on the sheet of ash? I remember picking up a sheet of ash that had been printed music. I could still see the staff and the notes. Then I tapped it and it dissolved into powder. Being a musician myself I felt a moment of the family's loss.


We all know underneath the veneer that "you can't take it with you", but loss through fire strikes something primal.


All of the dorm buildings that were lost, to my knowledge, were in the Clark complex, including Clark S. I roomed in Clark R - a few feet from the destroyed building.


My heart aches for the campus, faculty, staff and students. And I am praying for my friend Don Johnson and his congregation at Montecito Covenant Church just down the hill. Church members lost 10 homes.

Friday

I'm Back...

...after nearly a month-long sabbatical from blogging. Sometimes one needs to step away.


-The Houston Walk to Cure Diabetes was Saturday, November 8. Some ten thousand people showed up to walk. Our MILES FOR MILES team was the largest we've ever had in this, our tenth walk.

ElenaClaire couldn't make it but here are the rest of us. The "10" on the shirt refers to Miles' ten years living with diabetes, and our tenth walk. It also happily declares that we surpassed our goal of raising ten thousand dollars for the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation!

Tuesday

Why I am Hopeful

Andy Crouch's essay is your reading assignment for today.

Monday

an MPD day

...or at least that's what Sunday felt like: multiple personalities all over.
At 8:20 I was a tenor in a Contemporary Praise and Worship Choir
At 9:30 I was a keyboard leader of a Traditional Worship Service
At 11:00 I was doing 8:20 again
At noon I was a singer in a rock band for the All-Church BBQ picnic
At 4 pm I was a pastor officiating at the funeral of a 25 year old woman who was our babysitter 10 years ago
At 6 pm I was a husband out to dinner with his wife and some friends
At 8 pm I was a Dad consoling a daughter who was feeling overwhelmed by stress.

This morning I was a guy with a muscle spasm in his lower back.

and wondering if the muscle spasm was related to the previous day?

SMILES


Friday evening was SMILES FOR MILES, our annual evening benefitting the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation. With Ike and the economic downturn, we figured our $10,000 goal might need to be revised a bit downward. I thought maybe $7,000 was reachable.

We wound up hitting just barely over $8,000 in cash, checks, online donations and confirmed pledges. We were delighted. Subsequently we realized that some 25 students plan on walking with us at the November 8 Walk to Cure Diabetes, and each of them is committed to raise a minimum of $20 - that gets us well within striking distance of our $10,000 goal.

If you have not looked at our webpage and especially the video of ElenaClaire, please take a look. And we invite, encourage, and request you to make an online, tax-deductible donation to JDRF using this link.
• John Williams, our Youth minister, is undergoing bypass surgery today. (Our youth guy is the oldest guy on the called staff) Prayers appreciated.